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[Feb. 6th, 2007|12:30 pm] |
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah i fucking hate life right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am trying so hard to do shit and i feel like i am going no where!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is it all in my head? who the fuck knows because i sure as hell dont know what i am doing so fucking wrong!
sorry for the random out burst of anger. haha i dont really hate life i just wanted to let all the frustration out. as for the rest i still dont know the answer. all i want to know is what i am doing so wrong that i am getting what is happening to me. all i want is a peace of mind and to feel that shit is going right for once. i want ot find love, wisdom, happiness. is that so much to ask for? in after i find those, or maybe even on my adventure to find them i just want someone to share it with. becaseu i am a sharing type of person and with out freinds what is life good for? so what if i like smoking some damn pot. just becaseu some people dont smoke, it isnt like they dont have a vice of there own. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck lol just fucking lay back and enjoy some music. anways i am off to hang with freinds and have a good time. i want this certain someone to come with but that isn't going to happen. so maybe next time.peace |
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| So easy to hurt the ones you love |
[Aug. 31st, 2006|11:22 pm] |
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who ever said, that the people you hurt the easiest and most are the ones you love, is a genius. Many times people take their loved ones for granted as if there love is unconditional. If you are a person like that then be ready for a life time of pain. The things with loved ones is that they can only take so much abuse until they are hurt. And once you loose that loved one, don't expect them to come back. A given with relationships is that they are 50 50. You both have to meet in the middle giving each other the same type of love, dedication, and anything else you have to offer. Even if it is half a cookie, or twisler, or maybe the last gulp of your arizona green tea on a hot summer day. Most of the time that person just needs a little sign that you still care for them. because believe it or not everyone gains a little or a lot from any given relationship that they are in whether it be a friend, bf, gf, brother, sister and so on and so forth. Love is a very important thing in everyones lives, whether it is giving it or receiving it (not a sexual innuendo).
Now for a change in subject. Today i found out my gf can kick ass haha. she may not be able to fly like a bird or sting like a bee, but she sure does have one mean left hook. haha the last few days have been entertaining, and if you know me then you know i get bored easily well that is if im not around this certain girl, which i could be with anywhere and would be completely content. Munchies are a bitch, once you take the first bite of anything your a goner, i guess that is my little bit of information for the day. PEACE!!!! I love her |
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[Aug. 31st, 2006|11:14 pm] |
 | You scored as Buddhism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Buddhism. Do more research on Buddhism and possibly consider becoming Buddhist, if you are not already.
In Buddhism, there are Four Noble Truths: (1) Life is suffering. (2) All suffering is caused by ignorance of the nature of reality and the craving, attachment, and grasping that result from such ignorance. (3) Suffering can be ended by overcoming ignorance and attachment. (4) The path to the suppression of suffering is the Noble Eightfold Path, which consists of right views, right intention, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right-mindedness, and right contemplation. These eight are usually divided into three categories that base the Buddhist faith: morality, wisdom, and samadhi, or concentration. In Buddhism, there is no hierarchy, nor caste system; the Buddha taught that one's spiritual worth is not based on birth.
Buddhism | | 79% | Christianity | | 79% | Paganism | | 71% | Islam | | 67% | agnosticism | | 58% | Judaism | | 50% | Hinduism | | 50% | Satanism | | 46% | atheism | | 33% | </td>
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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| Time to float back to earth |
[Aug. 31st, 2006|02:17 pm] |
So this summer was pretty much as wild as it could get. Everything that you could possibly imagen happening, happened, well kind of. The thing that honestly made this summer so damn special were the people that went through it all with me, one person in perticulare. Summer came and went by all in one swoop. And im serisouse when i say i love this perticular person with all my heart.
Which leads me to another topic, my relationship with an amazing girl. i have two things to ask, Why am i so fucking hard headed? Why cant i see the things that are so obvious? This girl brings a smile to my face everytime i see her. I have never been or felt so close to one person in my whole life. Yet, i cant seem to do anything right.she doesnt ask for much yet i cant even comply with the simplest demands. I messed things up from the beginning with my own insecurities and now that i am ready to fix it all it seems like it is to little. I dont want things to be over...and im going to fix things no matter what it takes. It might be as simple as pulling my head out of my ass haha but for me it is a mission. For now i will be as happy as i can, giving her as much as i can. i think it is time for me to stop being a dumbass in everything i do. This summer is over and it's time to get everything straight. all i want to do is be there for that person, and im going to, because i love her. peace |
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[Aug. 11th, 2006|12:36 pm] |
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Working with other can sometimes be a hard thing to do. Mainly because not everyone is running at the same speed, or those two people don't see things in the same way. which makes me realize how unique relationships are, not only do this two people learn how the other one works but also learns to deal with what the don't agree with. it's a 50 50 type of thing. |
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